i'm here because i no longer have a place where i can just vent, rant, obsess over things without worrying about somebody reading it. facebook is the most public place on the internet, and i have been spending a lot of time on tumblr ever since. i act a lot more like myself there than anywhere else, but a few people i know in the physical world follow my tumblr and i find i am becoming increasingly self-conscious over what i post for fear that they will see it. sometimes i want to complain about someone or something and i can't, because that person knows my tumblr and would see it and it would hurt their feelings. i don't have anywhere where i am fully free. i've used blogger every so often over the years but never quite stuck to it, since i've never really made connections here. so, here i am, again, trying to not only stick with it, but make some friends along the way.
this is going to be all about me. selfish, i know, but sometimes you just need an outlet. my fears, my accomplishments, my infatuations, my questions--they will all be here. maybe not a journaling every day, maybe a picture some days, a poem on others. but it will be all about me. i will not worry about hurting someone else's feelings or carefully phrasing what i want to say because if you are here it means you don't know me, and i am 100% okay with that.
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