more than that, though, i still love you...
or whatever i felt then--i still feel it now.
you always manage to come back into my life at the wrong time, but
if you ever left completely, i'd be heartsick.
i'm still waiting for the potential between us to be realized.
i'm still waiting for "us" to happen.
it's because of reasons like this that i'm
always
so hesitant to see someone else.
i still believe we have a shot together.
someday, we'll be together,
i know.
and it'll be beautiful.
and people will be painted green and
we will be colored red and
it'll be like christmas every day for the rest of our lives.
i miss seeing your smile every day.
