more than that, though, i just want to take pictures. i haven't really been anywhere lately so i haven't thought to bring my camera with me. i want to wander around downtown all day but i don't know anyone who would go with me and i don't think my parents would like it much if i went by myself.
i also want to write more, but i just haven't been in the mood for it recently. a week or so ago, i managed to crank out a poem which i actually really like, which is rare, but aside from that, nothing. reading about writers like e.e. cummings and ernest hemingway and the like are making me want to write so badly, but i have next to nothing to write about. my life is dull. i'm not in a beautiful city surrounded by other creative minds, i'm stuck in a suburb surrounded by students at community college that i barely know. why wasn't i born into the lost generation :/
on the bright side of things, there will be some excitement soon: i have tickets to see beirut on the 26th! with my best pal grace, nonetheless. they are my favorite band (tied with anberlin because no one will ever beat them) and i missed them at lolla, so i'm really excited to see them :) it should be great!
anyway, i'll get back to wonderfalls (GREAT SHOW) now and leave you with my song rec of the day, which i am currently obsessed with:
